Simply Balisha

Simply Balisha

Thursday, January 29, 2015

Today

Feeling weak this morning....I guess a natural thing with chemo. Don't know how I can feel much worse.

Do you really want to hear a play by play each day? Very depressing to read...I would think.I know you all care, but this is really a downer.

So much going on here....almost too much to handle.

On a lighter note....when I was reading comments during the night...I heard two owls in our front yard. I've never heard an owl here before.
Poor birds...I'll bet they wonder where Balisha is.

Hugs  Balisha...back later

16 comments:

  1. I would like to hear your day-to-day, that is if you want to post it.
    After a time, you will be posting on how good you felt on a certain day or that they put in a port, or that you are in remission.
    When spring comes, you will be posting on what annuals you planted in your porch planters.
    It is rough right now, but IT WILL GET BETTER!!!

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  2. I would like to hear your day by day too, Balisha, if you want to post it..if you're up to it. I know you must be going through your private hell right now but we are all WITH you in spirit. You are in our prayers and thoughts.

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  3. Dearest Balisha ~ If you feel like posting, do post, we will read. Friends share the ups and downs.

    Love, hugs and prayers ~ FlowerLady

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  4. If you are up to sharing day by day would be up to you and how you feel. I wish now that I had of written daily, even if only to keep a record for myself. I went into shut down mod. I think I pretty much slept the first three months. Feeling bad is part of getting to the point where you feel good again. We used to have an owl, that came and sat on the top of the cherry tree. Prayers for you, keep strong.
    Nonie

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  5. OOh owls, how exciting! I have heard a few but can never find them!!! I am sorry you are tired, and that you have to go through all of this. And yes, we do want to hear your story every day. Of course not when you are too tires, but it will act like a journal for you, a place to express your daily emotions, and we (your internet friends) will be worrying if we don't hear from you. (selfish, I know). Happy thoughts across the miles! xo

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  6. I really appreciate you sharing your day-to-day, Balisha, and I know it will give others hope, as well as myself, although, only if you feel up to sharing. I know your recovery depends on your focus and rest time.
    How wonderful that you heard the owl (s). The past several weeks there has been a great horned owl hooting for about two hours before light and we so enjoy it. Same time last year, too. May he be calling healing omens for you!!

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  7. My heart goes out to you, Balisha. I have another friend around your age who is also battling ovarian cancer. I keep in touch with her via private FB messages. She is so strong and brave and so are you. Chemo is very hard...it is destroying the cancer, but also the good cells in your body. So, I'm not surprised to hear how weak you are feeling. If you feel like writing every day, even if it's depressing, then you go right ahead. It is YOUR blog so you can write whatever you want. We are all thinking of you and praying for you and so I hope it helps even just a wee bit, to know that your blogging friends are here for you. {{hugs}}

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  8. Balisha, I just found out. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Please take care, sweet lady.

    hugs, Donna

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  9. Who knows who might gain from you sharing your experiences! No one would gain from silence.
    My child had your cancer when she was only four. We made through it and pray for you.

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  10. Do keep us posted, if you feel like it!
    Happy Kansas Day - we are 154 years old - and some days I feel like that might be my age too. Thinking of you with all good thoughts coming your way.

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  11. Balisha,
    I'm still thinking about you. I appreciate you sharing what you are going through. Hope your appetite improves and that you start feeling better soon. Beth

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  12. Checking on you daily and with prayer. What a supportive daughter. Have not heard of this happening before.

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  13. I love seeing what you share.
    It is good for us that love you
    and good for you to share what is going on.
    Take care and know so many love you
    and are praying for you...

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  14. Sending you positive and healing thoughts. Hope that all the positive energy being sent your way brings comfort and joy as you go through this difficult time.

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    People that have beat it / you will too!

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  16. I don't believe we have ever met. My blog is thinkinofhome.blogspot.com. I have stage 4 ovarian cancer. I understand. I am still in treatment. Fighting for each day for years. but my day will come. Thank you for sharing yours. Bless you on your journey. God loves you.

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